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Hello. My name is I-L-Y-N.
Give me presents on 07-18 :D
Sixteen years young.
I'm a proud Filipina. :)
I'm in love with candies.
*I am who I am. Deal with it. *wink* *

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music is love. <33

*When word fails, music speaks.*

*If you looked inside a GiRL you would see how much she really cries. You would find so many secrets and lots of lies. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay STRONG when NOTHiNG is right and EVERYTHING is wrong.*


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Monday, May 17, 2010
the stories that happened yesterday

After a so long time, I've decided to make a new blog post. Bored na ako e. I miss my blog. Haha. Hm. Minsan lang ako magdrama dito kaya hayaan mo na.

Alam mo ba yung feeling na di mo alam ang nafifeel mo? Para ka lang natanga. Ewan. Basta. It's been 7 or 8 months na since I last saw him. Pero ayun, nakita ko nga siya kanina. Accidentally lang naman. I was like, strucked/shocked? Ewan. Wala pang one minute yun. Bigla ko na lang inalis tingin ko agad sa kanya baka mamaya e... wala. Haha. Pero for that short time na nag'cross ang mata namin, my heart skipped a bit. Hay. Then my friend said na, "Ai, si ano..." I interrupted her at sinigawan ko na lang ang kuya ko who was also there. Pero sabi ng friend ko, "Ui, nakita ko si ........ nakatingin sa'yo." And when I looked back ganun pa din, nakatingin pa rin. Hm. Di ko na siya gusto in fact I'm completely over him na pero di mo naman ako masisisi di ba kung kiligin ako. He's my first love after all. Ayun. Babaw ko nu? Minsan lang kami magkita e. Haha.



2:02 AM


Tuesday, March 23, 2010
the stories that happened yesterday

Bukas na matatapos ang highschool life ko. I can't imagine na 2 oras lang..2 oras lang matatapos na ang 4 na taon ko sa highschool.

Hay nako. Paniguradong mamimiss ko tong school ko. Maiiba na ang daily routine ko. 7:10 papunta pa lang ako sa bahay nila Tham. Susunduin ko siya tapos sabay kaming papasok. Paniguradong nakabilad na naman kami sa araw at nakapila sa mga may late. Kakanta pa kami ng paulit-ulit na Lupang Hinirang at ng hindi matama-tamang school hymn. Sesermonan muna ni Mme. Mel pero magtatawanan pa rin. Pag'akyat naman ng classroom isang sermon pa ulit ang aabutin. Syempre highlight pa rin kami ni Tham. Mapapgalitan na naman kami ni Mme Jhe kasi ang lapit-lapit na lang ng bahay namin tapos "LAGI" pang late. Kapag Wednesday naman diretsyo na lang sa Central para di na malate. Kunyare pang magtuturo pero nakikipagtuyaan lang naman sa mga estudyante. Every Computer time kapag nasa complab at papagawain ng activity lagi na lang may nakabukas na internet at mga nagsisipaglaro ng Farmville o kaya naman Fishville. Yung iba naman nago'Omegle lang. Kakukulit. Haha. Tapos kapag CL time naman laging kakanta lang o di kaya makikipagdaldalan lang sa seatmate. After nun Recess na. As usual pagtyatyagaan na naman ang di naiibang pagkain sa canteen. Tapos magmamadali ng umakyat kasi si Sir Chris naghihintay na. Dumudugo na ilong namin sa sobrang hirap sa pagi'english. Pagkayari naman Math na agad. Jusme. Halos yung orasan na lang ang panuorin namin dahil sa sobrang bagal ng oras. Pero pag nakayari na takbo naman kay Jhem para humingi ng tulong sa lesson. Edi lunch na after. Bibilog na ang Jaguarbheibx para paghatihatian ang dalang lunch ng ibang kaklase. Kanya-kanyang kuha ng tinidor. Pagkatapos kumain takbo na sa locker para kunin ang MAPEH notebook. Paano naman kasi pag'wala yun kakanta ka. Una'unahan  din sa pagsusulat ng lecture kasi mga takot mapakanta. After naman nun todo ginhawa ka na sa Filipino. Walang ka'pressure'pressure. Pagdating naman sa AP mga nahihirapan magpigil ng hikab kasi pag nahuli minus 1 sa class conduct. Pero wala e.. di mapigilan. Napapahikab pa rin. After nito nagkakaroon pa ng 15-20 minutes break ng di sinasadya. Sugod na sa canteen. Pero magmamadali naman pagbalik sa classroom kasi baka malate na naman sa Physics. Mga may sariling mundo na mga tao. Lalo naman pag'uwian na. Kanya'kanyang kuha sa bag tapos uwi. Pero kami diretsyo kila Tham. Tatambay muna tapos mang-aaway ng dadaan. Pero chill pa rin. Jokan lang naman kasi.

Pagnaiisip ko tuloy mga yan parang di ko ineexpect na mamimiss ko mga bagay na yan. Yung pagbabad sa araw, pagkanta ng school hymn, sermon ng mga teacher, pagpapakanta sa klase, paggawa ng mga projects, pagpupuyat, pagsundo kay Tham every morning, pagsign ng late sa diary, pagkanta sa room, chismisan sa pinto, hatian ng baon.. basta lahat'lahat na. Di na to mauulit.  Ang bilig ng oras. Siguradong babalikbalikan ko mga pangyayaring yan.  "No goodbye's just see you soon."



6:47 AM


Friday, January 1, 2010
the stories that happened yesterday

Bold all the things you've done in 2009*

1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.
4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone girl you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.
30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite just fucking sucks.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.

37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.



Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009:

1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.

4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.

6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a Tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal.
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.

25. Had a horrible birthday.
26. Got a Facebook.
27. Deleted your MySpace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.

33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.

36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.

38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents.

46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.

48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = softdrinks. :)
2. last phone call = hm.i forgot. i've deleted my received calls. :))
3. last text message = last time i checked it was jansen.
4. last song you listened to = together with the sundown.
5. last time you cried = december 27. :'(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= nope.
7. been cheated on = no.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nah.
9. lost someone special =  unfortunately... yes.
10. been depressed = yes.
11. been drunk and threw up = no.

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green.
13. orange.
14. blue.

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = o'yea.
16. Fallen out of love = that was just an infatuation.
17. Laughed until you cried = many many times.
18. Met someone who changed you = yes. not only me but also changed how i view others.
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yup.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = yes. my real personal friends are also  in my FB's friends list.

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 60-70%
24. Do you have any pets = family pet.
25. Do you want to change your name = sometimes i feel like changing my name. but i just realized that i had a very unique name so for now.. i don't want to. :P
26. What did you do for your last birthday = it was raining back then. i treated my close friends.
27. What time did you wake up today = 10:30. nothing changed. haha.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = hm.
32. What are you listening to right now = i hate love.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = sa dami ng mga nkka'usap ko ewan ko lang kung may na'encounter na akong tom. :))
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = projects! grr.
35. Most visited webpage = twitter and facebook.
36. Where do you want to be right now =  i really don't know.
37. Nicknames = ilyn. nyli. alinging[that's for my aunt], ngus. haha. marami pla. :DD
38. Relationship Status = single.
39. Zodiac sign = cancer.
40. Male or female? = female.
41. Elementary? = Holy Spirit Academy.
42. Middle School = St. Mary's Academy.
44. Hair color = black.
45. Long or short = long.
46. Height = 4'11 ako dati. siguro hanggang naun ganun pa din. LOL.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes.
48. What do you like about yourself? = cheerful. i always find reasons to smile.
49. Piercings = ears.
50. Tattoos = none.
51. Righty or lefty = leftty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = not yet.
53. First piercing = ears.
54. First best friend = mimah. :)
55. First kiss = my parents. when i was a baby. haha.
56. First vacation = laguna?
58. First crush = tom taus. ung celebrity dati. haha.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = i just finished.
60. Drinking = a while ago.
61. I'm about to = check my phone.
62. Listening to = tiktok.
63. Waiting for = nothing. haha.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? someday.
65. Get Married? absolutely.
66. Career? CPA.

WHICH IS BETTER?:
67. Lips or eyes = EYES. as always. :)
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs.
69. Shorter or taller = for me taller.
70. Older or Younger =  older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = either.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = hm. that's kinda hard to answer. LOL.
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive?
74. Hook-up or relationship = realtionship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = no and never.
77. Drank hard liquor = hm. :))
78. Lost glasses/contacts = no. i don't use any of those.
79. Sex on first date = duh? no.
80. Broken someone's heart = sabi nila. but i didn't meant to.
81. Had your own heart broken = yes.
82. Been arrested = by a police? no. haha.
83. Turned someone down = hm.
84. Cried when someone died = yes.
85. Fallen for a friend = nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = of course i do.
87. Miracles = yes.
88. Love at first sight = there's no such thing.
89. Heaven = yes!
90. Santa Claus =  children do believe in Santa Claus. but he is also known as St. Nicholas of Myra.
91. Kiss on the first date = nope. it does takes time.
92. Angels = yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= no.
95. Did you sing today? = yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? =i want to go back to the time wherein i  feel happy over simple things.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = .......
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =.



3:04 AM


Thursday, December 17, 2009
the stories that happened yesterday

I remember the story: John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn’t, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.

In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner’s name, Miss Holly Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond.
The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month, the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn’t matter what she looked like
When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7.00 p.m. at the Grand Central Station in New York.

“You’ll recognize me,” she wrote, “by the red rose I’ll be wearing on my lapel.” So at 7.00 p.m. he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he’d never seen. I’ll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:

A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small provocative smile curved her lips. “Going my way, sailor?” she murmured.

Almost uncontrollably, I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Holly Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.

And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her.

This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever by grateful. I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment. “I’m Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?” The woman’s face broadened into a tolerant smile. “I don’t know what this is about, son,” she answered, “but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!”

- Houssaye



11:16 PM


Thursday, December 10, 2009
the stories that happened yesterday

I just realized that this is a good song. :) 

Sometimes, I Feel like I’m going out of my mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and its all right, 
 With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,
There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….


Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

[end] 




12:19 AM