*When word fails, music speaks.*

*If you looked inside a GiRL you would see how much she really cries. You would find so many secrets and lots of lies. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay STRONG when NOTHiNG is right and EVERYTHING is wrong.*

*GiGGLEX. kw na bhala qn anui gsto mung lgai dto. bhala kna mgedit. :D


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ayus 'yon aa.Ü
grabe ang araw na 'to.
nkakain ata aqu ng 3 sako ng chocolate kya medyo npa'hyper.[lol]

hmm. 4 ang uspan nmin nila princess. punta dpat kmi kila tam. pero nkarating cla ni alena ng 5:3o, 5:40 nman si emae at aqu nman ay 6. haha! pa'vip effect pa. panu nman kya nguguluhan aqu sa knila. class t'shirt pla dpat ee. mga pxawai kmi nka'casual. haha! tpus smusugod pa samin si princess kasi nka'slippers xa e bwal "daw" un.ö pag'punta nman ulit nmin kila tam si krizzie nka'undershirt en slippers. bwal din "daw" un. kya aun sugod kmi sa bahay nila. saya nasa'likuran kmi ni princess ng trike. haha! for the first time nka'punta kmi kila krizzie. haha! nung pabalik n ulit kmi sa bayan si kuya manong driver daeng tnung. naloko tuloy. haha!

pag'dating namin sa bayan. hiwalay muna kming 4. sinundo ni alena and krizzie si tam tpus kmi ni princess sinundo si regine. pero bgu kmi pumunta kila rhegz, kumaen muna kming ice'cream. pag'punta nming 3 sa patxo nkita nmin si kat, cha en papah. ehdi aun dun muna si regine kya lang my hmbol smin ni princess n bata kya bngay nlang nmin ung ice'cream nmin. hehe!

sa wkas nka'arrive na kmi ng squl at ngkita'kita n kmi ng justice. katuwa nman at kmi lan ang di ng'class tshrt. haha! nauna n kming pmxuk sa loob. upo muna kmi sa my canteen. nkatapat pla smin ung ilaw. haha! nakita aqu ni cj tpux bngay nea skin ung report qu. [pti b nman sa concert my danun pa? haha!]

ngsmula na ang tugtugan. hyper n nman kmi ni princess lalo na xa kasi nkita si 05. haha! medyo nainip kmi kya lumbas muna kmi ng squl. punta kmi sa bahay nila tam ksi pede nman pla ung nka'slippers. ehdi qun blik na ulet kmi ng squl. grabe aa. ang gulo ng justice. haha! kahit san kmi tumingin my mga lovers. kya aun sma'sma yung mga wala dun sa malapet sa halman. Ü

nung silent na ung kknta akyat na kami sa my tungtungan. haha! ang liit'liit ng space pero 7 kming nka'tungtong. para tuloy kming mga sardinas. bgo mgsimulang kumanta my ng'rumble pa sa gilid naen. nlaglag tuloy kami sa tintutungtungan naen. bute na lang inde kmi bumagsak sa sahig. haha! dami nilang kinanta. medyo nainip din ako dun. pero enjoy nman. öÖö after nilang kumanta uwian na. kya lan madaeng namomroblema kasi high'tide. iniintay qu pang my mkasabay si krizzie bgo aqu umuwe. tpus hintid qu pa si regine kya lang di hanggang haus nila kasi my tubig nga.

aus nman at mag'aala'una na qu ng madaling araw nka'uwe. pero xmpre di pa qu ntulog nun. text pa din ng text hnggang 2:3o? haha! kya aun npuyat n nman. :p

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10:19 PM

hmm. quote nman kay bob ong i'popost qu. pra masaya.
haha!




“Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”

“Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”

“Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

“Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

“Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

“Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”

“Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”

“Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”

“Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”

“Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”

“Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

“Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”

“Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

“Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan.”

“Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

“Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..”

“Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.“

"Kung matatakot kang harapin ang totoo at sabihin ang talagang nararamdaman mo dahil baka masaktan ka. Isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun, ipinagkait mo na sa sarili mo ang pagiging masaya at kinareer mo ng magpakatanga."


2:37 AM

whew! sa wakas exam is finally over.
grabe 'tong unit test na 'to.
hirap pla ng mga exams nmin.
nakakapiga ng utak. :p
better luck next time.
sa periodical na lan bumawi.
haha! naman'naman!
parang kaya wih. lol.
hmm.
ai ewan. basta chaka ang araw na 'to.
kuhanan pa ng results bukas. waa. ampness tlga.
hmp! bahala na lang si batman. :))

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12:09 AM

'ere na'y part 2 ng quotes. :]

life is too precious to worry about stupid shit.
so have fun. get drunk and fall in love.
say what you want to say && do what you want to do.
regret nothing && don't let people who don't matter bring you down.

don't make me wait for you,
just because you know I will.

it's okay to fall and lose everything..
as long as you get up and try again..
it's much easier the next time around.

i'm the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday.

the sadest thing in life is when you meet someone
who means a lot to you,
only to find out in the end,
that he was never formed to be
and you just have to let go.

Heartbreak will last as long as you want
and cut deep as you allow them to go,
challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them.

Love works in a magical ways,
but never be filled in the promise of forever.
There will come a time when the spark will die
and when that time comes,
we must learn to let go no matter how painful.

To love somebody is so risky and indeed very tiring.
sometimes it seems you’ve already done every thing to the person
but then your existence remains unseen.

Sometimes we can't let go of hurt
because it is a constant reminder of one great love story
we never expected to come to an end.

You can never own something that was never yours.
So stop griping on things we expect to last forever.
Nothing last forever.
Forever is a lie.
Everything is transitory,
so while you have something in your hand,
put in mind that it’s just borrowed.
So that someday, when it’s gone
it won’t take eternity just to let go.

[to be continued ulit.]


9:38 PM

hmm. gusto neung kowtx?

courage does not always roar.
sumtyms courage is the quiet voice at the end of tha day sayin,
"i will try agen tomorrow."

don't frown.
because you'll never know
whose falling in love with your smile. :)

love is like a war.
easy to start. hard to end.
and impossible to forget.

the man that desreves you most..
is the one that thinks he doesn't.

the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love, and be loved in return.

love is giving someone the power to destroy
but trusting them not to.

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't
and belive that everything happens for a reason.
if you get a chance, take it.
if it changes your life, let it.
nobody said it'd be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.

if you looked inside a girl..
you would see how much she really cries,
you would find so many secrets and lots of lies
but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong
when nothing is right and everything is wrong.

it's hard to wait around for something
that you know might never happen...
but it's even harder to give up
especially when it's all you ever wanted.

[to be continued..]


10:04 PM

tam as a MAGICIAN.

haha! magician na di marunong mg'magic.
lageng nandadaya sa pgmamagic.
haha!


tam as a FORTUNE TELLER.

isa pa yan. haha! galeng mang'hula aa.
kya lan di pa din ngkakatotoo hula mo.
haha! bxta wait nmin nila gigglex, lollipop ang mush ung hula mo. :))


tam as a SINGER.

alam qu nman na eto ang pnka'hihintay mo ee.
haha! db? db?
bxta tandaan mo n lan ang sinend mo samin na'someday!
haha!



aun na un. happy birthday ulet! :D
wishyu ol'da best!

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9:47 PM

november 13..
yea'birthday ni mme! ang aming pasensyosang adviser. :]]
happy birthday po! :)

hmm. flag ceremony..
nagdadasal na bilang na bilang pa rin ang nakapila. haha!
masyado kasing busy sa pagaayos.
so, binaggit na ang celebrant!
tapon na ng confetti at ibagsak na ang banner. :]]
hep'hep! di lang yan nu.
bumaba na ang iba naming classmates para ibigay ang mga gift.
>malaking teddy bear. [as in malaki talaga.]
>bonggang'bonggang bouquet.
>and mabigat na lobo kasi malaki din.
haha!
bongga di ba?
may pinatunguhan naman pala ang maliit na pagtatalo namin. :))

well, hindi ata alam ni mme. na di lang yun yung surprise namin sa kanya.
time ng mapeh, nagpreprepared na sila para sa party.
daming balloons. love'em. haha!
cute kasi wih.

pag'enter ni mme. ng rum kantahan na ng birthday song.
then, nag'blow na ng candle.
what's next?
ehdi, kainan na. haha!
as usual konti lang uli ang aking kinain. haha!
di na bago yun.
tapus, pahiran na ng icing and lagayan ng yelo.
bute na lang lumagay kami nila tam,rehgz and jhem sa gilid.
safe kami, hindi madusing, hindi basa at hindi amoy ewan. haha!
kaya lang may nagkapikunan ata.
tinapunan ng coke ni almon si emae.
kawawang bata! tsk'sk!
sorry na lang sa cleaners. haha!

hmm. anu na kaya amuy ng room bukas?

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2:09 AM

*survey # 1*
1. HOW OLD WILL YOU TURN IN 2009?
- 16.
2. DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE MARRIED BY
THEN??
- no.no.no. bata'bata pa kaya.
3. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FORWARD TO IN THE
NEXT FOUR MONTHS?
- i really don't know yet.
4.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO TEXT YOU?
- gigglex?
5.WHAT DOES IT SAY?
- hmm. mahaba wihh.
6. DO YOU PREFER TO CALL OR TEXT?
- text.
7. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
- ahm. family pet.
8. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 10am?
- on the way to jeanette's house.
9. WHAT ABOUT 3AM?
- still dreaming.
10. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW
YOUR MOM?
- few moments ago.
11. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
- nothing. haha!
12. HOW MANY BOOKS DO YOU HAVE?
- i don't know. count 'em.
14. DO YOU PREFER SHOES, SOCKS, OR?
- or what?
15. ARE YOU A SOCIAL PERSON?
- yes.
16. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
- lunch.
17. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
- i lalalab green.
18. What are you doing for your next
birthday?
- undecided.
19. What is your favorite tv show?
- why why love, 3 dads and 1 mom and betty la fea.
20. What are you wearing now?
- tokong en a shirt.
21. Do you like coffee or tea?
- tea.
22. Are you watching TV?
- not now.
23.What is your favorite game on your
cell phone?
- i don't play games on my phone. baduy ee.
24. Who knows more about you than
anyone else?
- idk. i'm mysterious. :)
25. What is one thing nobody knows
about you?
- secret!
26. Do you know how to play poker?
- nope. can you teach me? haha!
27. What are you thinking about right
now?
- nothing. i'm so blank.
28. Any plans for this weekend?
- i think i'll go to my classmates house again.
29. Where is your favorite hang out?
- anywhere. basta masya mga kasama.
30. Have you already made a resolution
for 2009?
- not yet. :)
31. How many people do you think will
read this?
- i have no idea.
32. What is your desktop wallpaper?
- windiws xp.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
- nope. i don't wish!
34. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
- pool. dangerous din sa ocean ee. haha!
35. How many true friends do you have?
- true? hmm. maybe......idk.
37. What are your favorite things to
spend money on?
- load en foods. haha!
38. Do you wear any jewelry?
- earrings.
39. Who is the funniest person you
know?
- many to mention.
40. Who is the loudest person you know?
- jhem and krizzie.
41. Have you ever told someone
something then regretted it?
- yes? i guess.
42.What is your favorite season of the
year?
- none. :P
43.What is your favorite time of day?
- evening.
44.What is the main ring tone on your
cell phone?
- silent lage fone qu.

*survey # 2*
1. Raincoat, umbrella o sugod sa ulan?
- sugod sa ulan. like what i always do. Ü
2. Sometimes you hate cellphones because?
- because.. it's non-sense?
3.Paano mo patayin ang ipis?
- takbuhan mo na lang. wag mo ng patayin. haha!
4.Anong una mong pinupuntahan sa mall?
- it depends.
5.. Nahulog kna ba sa Hagdan?
- yes.
6. Naiilang ka ba pag ikaw lang ang kumakain at nakatingin sila sayo?
- aba'y OO naman. try mo lang.
7. Bakit may mga taong manhid?
- kasi.. basta akin na lang yung sagot. secret! :p
8. Pano ka magalit?
- sumisigaw, kumukunot ang noo or mananahimik at walang kakausapin kahit sino.
9. Anong Maganda/Masarap Gawin sa Outing w/ Barkada?
- maganda/masarap na gawin? hmm. surprises. baxta pag'napag'tripan gagawin na. haha!
10. How was your 2008 Summer?
- boring.
11. Want to go to the beach this summer?
- nope.
12. Last place youve been to?
- jeanette's house sa abulalas.
13. What is the reason you went there?
- grp project.
14. Last thing you drank?
- orange juice.
15. You want to…?
- do something crazy. Ü
16. Bkt naman?
- ang birong na ee.
17. Mahirap bang umasa?
- OO kaya!
18. Anong nafe-feel mo ngayon
- bored.
20. Last person you talked to on the phone?
- idk.
21. What song are you listening to right now?
- none.
22. Do you receive sweet txt messages?
- quotes? yes.
23. Busy ka ba?
- not really.
24. Did you get sick dis month?
- yah. first day of the month pa lan may sakit na aqu. ngaun konting ubo na lang.
25. Nagbago ka ba?
- maybe. everybody changed. it has a reason and you just have to adopt to it.
26. What do you want??
- my wishes to be granted.

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9:39 PM

belated happy birthday marz! :]]




wow'birthday ni krizzie mae l. de guzman.
hmm. share qu sa'ineu ung nanyare. ;)
ganto' yan.
pagpasuk nea sigaw agad aqu ng happy birthday!
haha! kaya lang prang di qu nrinig na ngpa'thank you.
hmm. di nga ba ngpasalamat or nabingi na naman aqu? :))
panu naman kasi after qung sumigaw nagsigawan na din sila.
haha! thanks to me pala?! echos lang. :p
hmm. parang may mangyayareng di maganda.
sense qu na yan pag'pasuk plan nea.
haha!
anu pa nga ba ang next step?
ehdi aasarin na naman ni krizzie si jhem. kya nga lan this time di na sumasagot si jhem kasi nga "birthday ni krizzie".
at eto lang ang tanging masasabi ni jhem. "paalala niyo lang sa kin na birthday ni krizzie aa. :]]"
haha! hirap sigurong magtimpi.
ehdi ayun. laging pinagbibigyan ni jhem si krizzie this time.
kaya lang, sinamantala na ata ni krizzie ang birthday niya kaya kahit sino binabara. haha!
syempre walang exemption.
pati aqu binara. kaya wala na lang din akon masabi kundi, "birthday mo lang krizzie. :p"
sumobra na talaga ng todo. haha!
hmm. eto'eto ang mga binara nung araw na 'yon.
jhem, ilyn, princess, tam, regine, cha, chester, renen, bryan, recher.
ewan qu lan qung meron pang iba. haha!
kaya 'to na lang ang laging sagot ni tam, regine, princess, jhem at aqu. "birthday mo ngaun krizzie. pero bukas hindi na. maghanda ka na. uuwi kang duguan bukas, :p" haha! gagaling magtimpi nu?.
ayun. ganun lang ang nangyare nung araw na yun.
kaya ang word of the day nun: "birthday mo lan krizzie" haha!

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12:17 AM